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 Singapore Youth Olympic Games
Ah... I am not even gonna blog about SYOG... just that lots and lots of things happened during that phase of time, thus the title.

Ok la... maybe a little about SYOG... hmmm... lemme think... erm...

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Righty.  I had a job as a temp data enter-er.  That's it.  

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Oh, did I mention the catering system's redundant?  And erm, the food was really bleah.  What else?  I guess there's no need for them to hire me as a middle person for data entry in the first place.  The athletes need to learn to be independent!!!!!  It's so strange... so... so... strange indeed... which I won't bother to tell what's so strange...

But whatever.  It's OVER.

*change topic*

On a happier note, I can't believe I'm in love~!  Hehe... 24th August 2010 shall be an extra special day... X3

Come to think of it, there's prolly a whole list of things I wanna do with my special someone.  Let's see if I can name a few off my head:
- go to the zoo (if only the weather's good! D:)
- take purikura (o_o...?)
- go theme parks
- shopping
- hang out with his friends
- hang out with my friends
- cook for him
- picnic! (now I remember~!)
- arcade (ish an evil place...)
- eat! (thinking of where to eat is always a chore... esp when one's broke! Hahaha... though I'm getting real curious about pork knuckles >_<)

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I guess just spending time with him o_o... seems like the list doesn't really matter... not like I can think of that many things to do for now lol.

Ah... I love you! :3

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I am hungry... time for breakfast!

Thus ends my blog abruptly.

p.s.: Something's wrong with my blog!  The words are showing weirdly and overlapping!!!  A-and the fonts are of the wrong size!!!  D:

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 My Day
I am feeling sad again and I don't know why.  It always happen when the day draws near.  What can I do on that day without regrets?  It's making me really emotional.  With the addition to an officially broke girl... I feel even worst now... Sigh... I feel so sian... only 20 bucks left and nothing more... with addition to not knowing what to do on my day, it's really frustrating.  

This is probably the last birthday which I will celebrate.

Sigh...

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 My Wish
 "I want to become one of the best comic artists by the age of 23."  

That, was what I told myself when I was 19.  And now, I am reaching 23 but what have I acheived?  19 days is all I have now before my birthday...

God, I truely pray for a miracle... I know it is a greedy wish but it has always been a dream... at least... at least, I want to be able to have my first confirmed freelance job as a comic artist before my birthday... I know words alone can't get me a job... I am so useless.  I feel my life sucks because I am such a cowardly person... socially awkward and so afraid of the world... I want to be a Manga-ka so bad yet I dare not venture out.  I lack skills... talent and motivation.  God, I pray to be useful in life.  I pray that you give me strength and talent... I pray for creativity and originality.  I pray for your support to bless me in my comics creation career, that I may receive paychecks from making stories and presenting them in comics.  I pray that you will make it big for me.  God, I know it is a lot to ask of me but I truely believe that nothing is impossible with you by my side.  God, make this coming birthday a fruitful one... that I may be inspired and even before these 19 days are over, that I may create something worthy of submission... be it a contest or to land myself a freelance job.  God, I want that enthusiasm I once had when I knew of Manga for the first time.  Though I was bad at drawing and knew nothing about comics, there was that fiery passion that spurred me to draw for days and days... though in the end the product was really mediocre... it was fulfilling cos I felt it in my heart that it was all worthwhile.  God, give me back that feeling, fill me up to the brim till it overflowth.... infinitely.  Even if not at 23, I seriously pray that it will be fulfilled one day.  I will be patient and I will work hard but God, you have to help me.  I want to be able to provide for my parents with money that I earn with passion... I want to be recognized for something I enjoy doing... thus, I need you terribly... and I know you will.  I thank you always and forever, bless my days to come, bless my future, my family and friends and I thank you for this time... In Jesus name I pray... Amen.

"I will become one of the best comic artists one day."


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 East Coast Park

A long hiatus... I'm finally back!!!

I am so gonna fare terribly for this semester.  Year 3 is really a 'no joke' phase.  I am so doomed.  I expect no 'A's this semester yet... GAWD... I still can't get over the fact I'm screwing up my grades for the first time...

Anyway, that aside...

We, the animators, who locked ourselves up every single day like an otaku, doodling away on the lightbox/computer, having almost no social life, eats junk everyday for convenience, aircon supply got cut off time and again from overnights in school, backaches, buttaches, indigestions.... we finally... FINALLY!!!  OMGWTFHALLELUJAH~!!!!  WE FINALLY EXERCISED!!!  Out into the open wilderness with fellow exercise deprived animators~

SPARKLES OF JOY

Tramples in bed of daisies~!

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WE MUST BE NUTS!

Cycling for 5 hours, 36km under the blazing hot sun!!!  Not advisable.  Not at all.

Animation must'd fried our brains.


Ah~ This is love!


All of us still so cheery-looking... but inside, our souls... *trauma*


Melting... happily...




メロンとマトです〜!

It was a fun day... though I swear I could have combusted and died under such intense heat...

I am definitely certain now that my passion still lies in Manga... it's good I guess.  Least now I'm positive what I aim for.

This abrupt blog shall thus end likewise.


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 Yogore
(13.10.07 - 19.10.09) 11:00am.


Yogore and Hokori <3


Yogore <3 <3 <3


Yogore again.

My sweet lil' pumpkin... R.I.P. Yogore... we love you.

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 School
 How long had it been since I last made an entry?

Tough times.  School work has been piling up like the floods in various parts of the earth and each time I manage to drain the water, a new wave comes rushing in.  Speak of DAMN busy.

Various things happened so far.  It had both been frustrating and tragic.

携帯のMessageを読んだら、“ハムちゃんもう死んだ”と見ました。

Princess, one of my many beloved hamsters, breathed her last, a few days back.  She had fought a great battle.  I'm proud of her.  She had managed to put up with her bloated abdomen for at least a month, though we had tried bringing her to the vet and feeding her medication in hope to cure her.  The doctor was unable to pinpoint her problem during the diagnosis due to her tiny frame.  It was not practical to cut her up to see what was hidden in that bloated tummy.  Sewing her up would not have been possible after which.  Our only hope was to give her the daily doze of antibiotics and anti-inflammation medication and wait.  During that span of nursing her, she was pretty active, though her body was no longer that of a healthy hamster.  We had to monitor her food and water intake, also to make sure that her stools were normal.  All seemed well, except for the weird variation in her stools.  They were at times red, sometimes brown and even times where they were grey with lumpy texture.  I informed the vet about it and the doctor assumed that she could have ate stuff she shouldn't, thus the bloated tummy.  Cutting it short, as she had already finished her second set of prescribed medication, her medication stopped.  Not more than 2 weeks later on that fateful day, my sister found her having to prop her head on the wheel.  She was looking very weak once again and almost couldn't move.  A few hours later, she passed away, with me receiving the message of her passing in my phone in school.  It was pretty overwhelming.  But after some sobbing, I'd came to terms with this lose.  I miss her very much.  Despite that, I'm glad that she no longer have to suffer.

大学校の宿題がいっぱい。どうしてか解からない。

Autodesk Maya has been giving me a lot of problems.  It either decided to hang at the most critical point (where I totally forgot to save), license got to be renewed or, it has errors and is unable to open my files (it is a hassel to check 'ignore version' before opening a file each time - total ruin of mood).  I am slowly accepting how technical it is to animate things in Maya, though rigging still kinda gives me migraines.

Animation seminar is progressing real slow.  But, I'm hopeful of my animation this time (2D).  The panel seems to like my idea.  Cross my fingers that the final production will be as great.

The more someone tells you not to do something, the more you want to do it.  That's what I learnt during Japanese lesson today.  As usual, my teacher never fails to crack me up.

Mizusaki Sensei put up a scenario to teach us on the meaning of よけい(に)and here's what:

Let's say in Mizusaki world, my kitchen has got a cockroach.  It is not any cockroach.  It is a cockroach from Mars.  It is XXkg.  It has 70 legs.  When I tell you not to see, you will want to see more because it is human nature to be curious right?

例えば、みずさきWorldの中に、台所はゴキブリがいます。良い?地球のゴキブリじゃないよ!火星のゴキブリです。XXキロです。七十本足あります。見てはいけませんよ!と言われるとよけい(に)見たくなりたいね?人間は好奇心があるんですね。(This is the most I could remember of what she said... which might not be exactly accurate but ah well... )

I actually replied 'no' to her scenario...  Who in the right mind will want to see a roach that is at least a hundred times larger than the usual ones and has 35 pairs of legs???  

みずさき先生の台所にゴキブリがいます。
私:先生、火星のゴキブリを見て(も)良いですか。
先生:いいえ、見てはいけませんよ!
私:*例えばみずさきWorldだから...*(よけいに見たくなる...)

Got a bit carried away here...

Should hit the sack now.  Night.  

  


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 Audition

Oh God!  I'm having my audition for Japanese Karaoke Contest this coming Sunday~!  I'm starting to feel a bit jittery now.  I was sent this message stating that I am to report to Classroom J tea room at 5:45pm with my name and I have to dress up for photo-taking and video-tapping... what in the world is this... when has it become Bunka Idol Contest rather than the formerly mentioned

Oh what in the world had I signed up for

Gosh.  I forgot to bid my Aunties Bon Voyage today.  I hope they receive my last minute message   Pray that they will have fun as usual in India and have a safe journey where ever they go.  Safe trip there and back!!!  

These past few weeks had been fulfilling yet stress inducing.  My motivation to strive for my manga is growing by the day but my acne, too, is growing on my face all over   I do hope this is just part of the exfoliating process where all the hidden zits are revealing themselves for the first and final time before the healing process comes into place and soon enough, a clear and supplied flawless and beautiful skin~  Yay~!!!  This must be it!

Somehow I've got to psycho myself before I leap into depression   Not something I can afford right now since it will definitely drag me down to oblivion.  My manga might cease, all other motivations too.  Tsk-tsk!  Definitely a No-no.  Cheer up~!  Whee~!!  Cheer up~!!!  Whee~!!!!

Ok, now I'm ready    

On a random note, I stumbled upon an awesome site a few days back.  'Animesuki Forum' is a great place to learn Japanese.  Though the thread to 'Learning Japanese' is not part of the many main threads there, nevertheless, there are a number of pro learners of the language and a handful of natives to ask from if you have queries regarding the language and its culture.  Best off, they are extremely nice and patient people   I got to talk to a few people like [B]mendokusa[/B] san, [B]Mystique[/B] san, [B]Nikorai[/B] san and various others.  They corrected my bad grammar and gave me explanations as to why it might be wrong.  I am in debt of them.  LOL.  They are seriously a bunch of やさしい人 (yasashii hito = kind people/person).

Once again, I can't say how blessed I am despite other inadequacies.

Wish me luck on my audition if you happen to see this, won't ya?



P.S.: From the next blog on, I will be writing in Japanese together with translation.  If time permits, I may add in romaji for the ease of those also learning this language.  Yoroshiku ne~!  Let's work hard together, shall we? 

次のブログから、Translationと日本語で書いています。時間があったら、日本語をまだ勉強している皆立ちの為に Romajiをつけて上げる と思います。よろしくね〜!一緒に頑張りましょうか。 

tsugi no burogu kara, Translation to nihongo de kaiteimasu.  jikan ga attara, nihongo wo mada benkyou shiteiru minna tachi no tame ni Romaji wo tsukete ageru to omoimasu.  Yoroshiku ne~!  issho ni ganbarimashou ka.


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 Webcam Galore
Hahaha!  This was fun!  I/we had nothing better to do than to test out the curling thongs on my sister's short short hair!!!

Let the galore begin~!






No!!!  We ain't about to kiss!!!














Gosh, I have sister complex...



















Kay!  That's about it for this crazy episode of Ah Ma's perm in Ah Ma's hair salon with me as the Ah Ma.  HAHAHAHAHA!!!  Man, I look damn ugly without makeup

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 Eye Make

Boredom can drive people to do things they don't usually bother. 

I have decided in all my sanity to show you how I put on my usual makeup.  Asking why this is called 'Eye Make'?  Simply because I only put on eye makeup and none other.  No fancy stuff from me here.  I do non of foundation, concealer, blush, bronzer and the likes.  For a start, there are no foundation nor concealer appropriate sold off the shelf that suits my skin tone.  Secondly, I detest having the powdery/sticky feel on my face.  Last but not least, it saves me money and keeps my skin healthy and natural.  Ok, enough of my nonsense.  Here's what happens.

First off, I equip myself with the necessary tools for my daily makeup routine.  The following items I use are:
1.    Biore Perfect Milk UV Lotion SPF 50 (for body and face)
2.    KOJI Spring Heart Eyebrow Pencil (in dark brown)
3.    KOJI Spring Heart Eyeliner Pencil (in black)
4.    Eyebrow Brush (think mascara brush without the mascara)
5.    Q-tips (or what Singaporeans call cotton buds) 

Common sense says that you start off with a clean face.  So here you have it.


Ugh!  It's ugly, I know.  But FUCK U for thinking that too

To kick start my makeup, I apply sunblock as a base for my face.  Of course, this is done after you complete your proper regime, for example, facial wash, toner and moisturizer, if you follow any.  Then I do my eyebrows.  Using the eyebrow pencil, I draw out the ends of my eyebrows first.  Make sure they taper at the ends.  This is not uniform line drawing.  


Yup, the ends.  See how they taper at the ends?

For me, there is no hard and fast rule as to how arch or long I should draw my brows.  I draw them base on how my brow bones guide my pencil when I run it across my face.  In any case you are interested in learning how to draw the generic brows, drop me a comment  

Following which, I add more 'hair' to the front of my brows.  As you can see, I have really short brows that start too late and end too early.


Now this is how eyebrows should start!  Curses

Sometimes, on the road, you may see people walking around with seriously drawn drawn eyebrows.  That's not typo error.  I'm emphasizing on it.  People who have eyebrows that are really drawn on.  The 'drawn on' look.  The 'tattoo-ed' look.  That's more like it.  Yes, the kinds you see on aunties and people who don't know what's good for them.  Don't be a victim.  It's disgustingly vulgar!!! 

Use a eyebrow brush to soften your line.  The brush not only helps to create a more natural look, it tidies your brow at the same time.


Stroke it gently from front to end.  Don't be an idiot


Isn't it better?  Now it looks like my brows grew gently and uniformly from start to end. 

For those who have 'holes' in their not-so-perfectly trimmed brows, fill in the gaps only after you complete this step.  Common sense says too, that you don't color the gaps like you are coloring a picture, you gently stroke your pencil along the direction of growth of your hair along the gaps.  After which, you can do a second combing to evenly distribute the color.

Now that my eyebrows are done, I proceed on to my eyes.  For me, I like putting on eyeliner because it accentuates my small eyes and makes me visually interesting

Up till this stage, if you hate what you see, then fuck off.  I don't give a damn to people who can't appreciate my effort.


Drawing a guideline on each lid first helps me in filling up the rest of the area later on.


Well, it also helps to let you see whether they are balanced on each side.

I don't usually bother to check at this stage because I can easily do the addition/subtraction method if I find either side is too much or little for my liking.


Tada!  The top lids are done.  This requires practice for people who are, well, basically not good.

You can end your eye makeup here but for me, I like to go a tad bit visual kei.  It's personal preference. 


This is half of what I usually put on my upper lids.  It really depends on my mood.  For now, I'm lazy, so it's not really prominent when I open my eyes.


Ah~!  The visual nuances.

I like my lower lids drawn too.  I don't suggest drawing the lower lids all the way to the ducts because it will block out your entire eye and makes it look 'stick-on' and very uncool... especially if you have small eyes like me.  Likewise, for people with huge eyes, don't do that either cos it'll destroy the beauty of your eyes.  That tiny mistake will make your eyes look very overdone and dead.

You can choose to add in mascara after this step but I think it is not necessary because chances are, with such thick eyelines, people won't see your mascara cladded lashes.  Thus, I'm not bothered.  


Yes, yes, this is it.  I am so damn unglowing right here...

if time permits, I may try out other ways of putting on my makeup.  Till then, don't expect any of such things again.

Cheers.
    


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 Camwhore
I realized I've not been camwhoring for a pretty long time.  Neither have I uploaded any photos so far...

This ain't right!

It must've been a hella year for me to forget about such intricate routine.  Sigh.  Ugh my life~!!!  It will get better...

So here you have it.  My futile attempt(s) to make myself look as appealling and/or cute as possible. 


My favourite intimidation of the day


Typical 'act cute' pose No. 1

     
Typical 'act cute' pose No. 2


Huu~!  Some dandruff for you, my lovely lady


Not me!  Irrelevant!    

Btw, Gima Sensei said 'CHIKUSHO!' today.  I was thrilled   3 times in total.  WICKED!  Just because he realized he photocopied the wrong notes and came back with not enough of the right notes.  LOL.  And, I had the honour of translating that 'holy' word to the class for him

Ah~!  I love my japanese classes.  Both Gima Sensei and Mizusaki Sensei are damn interesting in their own ways...

Speaking of which, I should apply for JLPT soon...
 

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