East Coast Park

A long hiatus... I'm finally back!!!

I am so gonna fare terribly for this semester.  Year 3 is really a 'no joke' phase.  I am so doomed.  I expect no 'A's this semester yet... GAWD... I still can't get over the fact I'm screwing up my grades for the first time...

Anyway, that aside...

We, the animators, who locked ourselves up every single day like an otaku, doodling away on the lightbox/computer, having almost no social life, eats junk everyday for convenience, aircon supply got cut off time and again from overnights in school, backaches, buttaches, indigestions.... we finally... FINALLY!!!  OMGWTFHALLELUJAH~!!!!  WE FINALLY EXERCISED!!!  Out into the open wilderness with fellow exercise deprived animators~

SPARKLES OF JOY

Tramples in bed of daisies~!

...

WE MUST BE NUTS!

Cycling for 5 hours, 36km under the blazing hot sun!!!  Not advisable.  Not at all.

Animation must'd fried our brains.


Ah~ This is love!


All of us still so cheery-looking... but inside, our souls... *trauma*


Melting... happily...




メロンとマトです〜!

It was a fun day... though I swear I could have combusted and died under such intense heat...

I am definitely certain now that my passion still lies in Manga... it's good I guess.  Least now I'm positive what I aim for.

This abrupt blog shall thus end likewise.


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 Yogore
(13.10.07 - 19.10.09) 11:00am.


Yogore and Hokori <3


Yogore <3 <3 <3


Yogore again.

My sweet lil' pumpkin... R.I.P. Yogore... we love you.

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 School
 How long had it been since I last made an entry?

Tough times.  School work has been piling up like the floods in various parts of the earth and each time I manage to drain the water, a new wave comes rushing in.  Speak of DAMN busy.

Various things happened so far.  It had both been frustrating and tragic.

携帯のMessageを読んだら、“ハムちゃんもう死んだ”と見ました。

Princess, one of my many beloved hamsters, breathed her last, a few days back.  She had fought a great battle.  I'm proud of her.  She had managed to put up with her bloated abdomen for at least a month, though we had tried bringing her to the vet and feeding her medication in hope to cure her.  The doctor was unable to pinpoint her problem during the diagnosis due to her tiny frame.  It was not practical to cut her up to see what was hidden in that bloated tummy.  Sewing her up would not have been possible after which.  Our only hope was to give her the daily doze of antibiotics and anti-inflammation medication and wait.  During that span of nursing her, she was pretty active, though her body was no longer that of a healthy hamster.  We had to monitor her food and water intake, also to make sure that her stools were normal.  All seemed well, except for the weird variation in her stools.  They were at times red, sometimes brown and even times where they were grey with lumpy texture.  I informed the vet about it and the doctor assumed that she could have ate stuff she shouldn't, thus the bloated tummy.  Cutting it short, as she had already finished her second set of prescribed medication, her medication stopped.  Not more than 2 weeks later on that fateful day, my sister found her having to prop her head on the wheel.  She was looking very weak once again and almost couldn't move.  A few hours later, she passed away, with me receiving the message of her passing in my phone in school.  It was pretty overwhelming.  But after some sobbing, I'd came to terms with this lose.  I miss her very much.  Despite that, I'm glad that she no longer have to suffer.

大学校の宿題がいっぱい。どうしてか解からない。

Autodesk Maya has been giving me a lot of problems.  It either decided to hang at the most critical point (where I totally forgot to save), license got to be renewed or, it has errors and is unable to open my files (it is a hassel to check 'ignore version' before opening a file each time - total ruin of mood).  I am slowly accepting how technical it is to animate things in Maya, though rigging still kinda gives me migraines.

Animation seminar is progressing real slow.  But, I'm hopeful of my animation this time (2D).  The panel seems to like my idea.  Cross my fingers that the final production will be as great.

The more someone tells you not to do something, the more you want to do it.  That's what I learnt during Japanese lesson today.  As usual, my teacher never fails to crack me up.

Mizusaki Sensei put up a scenario to teach us on the meaning of よけい(に)and here's what:

Let's say in Mizusaki world, my kitchen has got a cockroach.  It is not any cockroach.  It is a cockroach from Mars.  It is XXkg.  It has 70 legs.  When I tell you not to see, you will want to see more because it is human nature to be curious right?

例えば、みずさきWorldの中に、台所はゴキブリがいます。良い?地球のゴキブリじゃないよ!火星のゴキブリです。XXキロです。七十本足あります。見てはいけませんよ!と言われるとよけい(に)見たくなりたいね?人間は好奇心があるんですね。(This is the most I could remember of what she said... which might not be exactly accurate but ah well... )

I actually replied 'no' to her scenario...  Who in the right mind will want to see a roach that is at least a hundred times larger than the usual ones and has 35 pairs of legs???  

みずさき先生の台所にゴキブリがいます。
私:先生、火星のゴキブリを見て(も)良いですか。
先生:いいえ、見てはいけませんよ!
私:*例えばみずさきWorldだから...*(よけいに見たくなる...)

Got a bit carried away here...

Should hit the sack now.  Night.  

  


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 Audition

Oh God!  I'm having my audition for Japanese Karaoke Contest this coming Sunday~!  I'm starting to feel a bit jittery now.  I was sent this message stating that I am to report to Classroom J tea room at 5:45pm with my name and I have to dress up for photo-taking and video-tapping... what in the world is this... when has it become Bunka Idol Contest rather than the formerly mentioned

Oh what in the world had I signed up for

Gosh.  I forgot to bid my Aunties Bon Voyage today.  I hope they receive my last minute message   Pray that they will have fun as usual in India and have a safe journey where ever they go.  Safe trip there and back!!!  

These past few weeks had been fulfilling yet stress inducing.  My motivation to strive for my manga is growing by the day but my acne, too, is growing on my face all over   I do hope this is just part of the exfoliating process where all the hidden zits are revealing themselves for the first and final time before the healing process comes into place and soon enough, a clear and supplied flawless and beautiful skin~  Yay~!!!  This must be it!

Somehow I've got to psycho myself before I leap into depression   Not something I can afford right now since it will definitely drag me down to oblivion.  My manga might cease, all other motivations too.  Tsk-tsk!  Definitely a No-no.  Cheer up~!  Whee~!!  Cheer up~!!!  Whee~!!!!

Ok, now I'm ready    

On a random note, I stumbled upon an awesome site a few days back.  'Animesuki Forum' is a great place to learn Japanese.  Though the thread to 'Learning Japanese' is not part of the many main threads there, nevertheless, there are a number of pro learners of the language and a handful of natives to ask from if you have queries regarding the language and its culture.  Best off, they are extremely nice and patient people   I got to talk to a few people like [B]mendokusa[/B] san, [B]Mystique[/B] san, [B]Nikorai[/B] san and various others.  They corrected my bad grammar and gave me explanations as to why it might be wrong.  I am in debt of them.  LOL.  They are seriously a bunch of やさしい人 (yasashii hito = kind people/person).

Once again, I can't say how blessed I am despite other inadequacies.

Wish me luck on my audition if you happen to see this, won't ya?



P.S.: From the next blog on, I will be writing in Japanese together with translation.  If time permits, I may add in romaji for the ease of those also learning this language.  Yoroshiku ne~!  Let's work hard together, shall we? 

次のブログから、Translationと日本語で書いています。時間があったら、日本語をまだ勉強している皆立ちの為に Romajiをつけて上げる と思います。よろしくね〜!一緒に頑張りましょうか。 

tsugi no burogu kara, Translation to nihongo de kaiteimasu.  jikan ga attara, nihongo wo mada benkyou shiteiru minna tachi no tame ni Romaji wo tsukete ageru to omoimasu.  Yoroshiku ne~!  issho ni ganbarimashou ka.


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 Webcam Galore
Hahaha!  This was fun!  I/we had nothing better to do than to test out the curling thongs on my sister's short short hair!!!

Let the galore begin~!






No!!!  We ain't about to kiss!!!














Gosh, I have sister complex...



















Kay!  That's about it for this crazy episode of Ah Ma's perm in Ah Ma's hair salon with me as the Ah Ma.  HAHAHAHAHA!!!  Man, I look damn ugly without makeup

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 Eye Make

Boredom can drive people to do things they don't usually bother. 

I have decided in all my sanity to show you how I put on my usual makeup.  Asking why this is called 'Eye Make'?  Simply because I only put on eye makeup and none other.  No fancy stuff from me here.  I do non of foundation, concealer, blush, bronzer and the likes.  For a start, there are no foundation nor concealer appropriate sold off the shelf that suits my skin tone.  Secondly, I detest having the powdery/sticky feel on my face.  Last but not least, it saves me money and keeps my skin healthy and natural.  Ok, enough of my nonsense.  Here's what happens.

First off, I equip myself with the necessary tools for my daily makeup routine.  The following items I use are:
1.    Biore Perfect Milk UV Lotion SPF 50 (for body and face)
2.    KOJI Spring Heart Eyebrow Pencil (in dark brown)
3.    KOJI Spring Heart Eyeliner Pencil (in black)
4.    Eyebrow Brush (think mascara brush without the mascara)
5.    Q-tips (or what Singaporeans call cotton buds) 

Common sense says that you start off with a clean face.  So here you have it.


Ugh!  It's ugly, I know.  But FUCK U for thinking that too

To kick start my makeup, I apply sunblock as a base for my face.  Of course, this is done after you complete your proper regime, for example, facial wash, toner and moisturizer, if you follow any.  Then I do my eyebrows.  Using the eyebrow pencil, I draw out the ends of my eyebrows first.  Make sure they taper at the ends.  This is not uniform line drawing.  


Yup, the ends.  See how they taper at the ends?

For me, there is no hard and fast rule as to how arch or long I should draw my brows.  I draw them base on how my brow bones guide my pencil when I run it across my face.  In any case you are interested in learning how to draw the generic brows, drop me a comment  

Following which, I add more 'hair' to the front of my brows.  As you can see, I have really short brows that start too late and end too early.


Now this is how eyebrows should start!  Curses

Sometimes, on the road, you may see people walking around with seriously drawn drawn eyebrows.  That's not typo error.  I'm emphasizing on it.  People who have eyebrows that are really drawn on.  The 'drawn on' look.  The 'tattoo-ed' look.  That's more like it.  Yes, the kinds you see on aunties and people who don't know what's good for them.  Don't be a victim.  It's disgustingly vulgar!!! 

Use a eyebrow brush to soften your line.  The brush not only helps to create a more natural look, it tidies your brow at the same time.


Stroke it gently from front to end.  Don't be an idiot


Isn't it better?  Now it looks like my brows grew gently and uniformly from start to end. 

For those who have 'holes' in their not-so-perfectly trimmed brows, fill in the gaps only after you complete this step.  Common sense says too, that you don't color the gaps like you are coloring a picture, you gently stroke your pencil along the direction of growth of your hair along the gaps.  After which, you can do a second combing to evenly distribute the color.

Now that my eyebrows are done, I proceed on to my eyes.  For me, I like putting on eyeliner because it accentuates my small eyes and makes me visually interesting

Up till this stage, if you hate what you see, then fuck off.  I don't give a damn to people who can't appreciate my effort.


Drawing a guideline on each lid first helps me in filling up the rest of the area later on.


Well, it also helps to let you see whether they are balanced on each side.

I don't usually bother to check at this stage because I can easily do the addition/subtraction method if I find either side is too much or little for my liking.


Tada!  The top lids are done.  This requires practice for people who are, well, basically not good.

You can end your eye makeup here but for me, I like to go a tad bit visual kei.  It's personal preference. 


This is half of what I usually put on my upper lids.  It really depends on my mood.  For now, I'm lazy, so it's not really prominent when I open my eyes.


Ah~!  The visual nuances.

I like my lower lids drawn too.  I don't suggest drawing the lower lids all the way to the ducts because it will block out your entire eye and makes it look 'stick-on' and very uncool... especially if you have small eyes like me.  Likewise, for people with huge eyes, don't do that either cos it'll destroy the beauty of your eyes.  That tiny mistake will make your eyes look very overdone and dead.

You can choose to add in mascara after this step but I think it is not necessary because chances are, with such thick eyelines, people won't see your mascara cladded lashes.  Thus, I'm not bothered.  


Yes, yes, this is it.  I am so damn unglowing right here...

if time permits, I may try out other ways of putting on my makeup.  Till then, don't expect any of such things again.

Cheers.
    


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 Camwhore
I realized I've not been camwhoring for a pretty long time.  Neither have I uploaded any photos so far...

This ain't right!

It must've been a hella year for me to forget about such intricate routine.  Sigh.  Ugh my life~!!!  It will get better...

So here you have it.  My futile attempt(s) to make myself look as appealling and/or cute as possible. 


My favourite intimidation of the day


Typical 'act cute' pose No. 1

     
Typical 'act cute' pose No. 2


Huu~!  Some dandruff for you, my lovely lady


Not me!  Irrelevant!    

Btw, Gima Sensei said 'CHIKUSHO!' today.  I was thrilled   3 times in total.  WICKED!  Just because he realized he photocopied the wrong notes and came back with not enough of the right notes.  LOL.  And, I had the honour of translating that 'holy' word to the class for him

Ah~!  I love my japanese classes.  Both Gima Sensei and Mizusaki Sensei are damn interesting in their own ways...

Speaking of which, I should apply for JLPT soon...
 

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 Jesse
 妹、お誕生日おめでとう!もっと綺麗になりますよ!

最近に他のバンドへ行きに歌いました。昨日、JOBとTITUSとLOUISとPOTONG PASIR のジェミング・スタジオへ行って歌いました。おもしろくて、楽しかった。あの時に私の声はちょっと悪いかもしらないんだ。本当に声が上手に成りたくて、BELCANTOで綺麗な音楽を歌いたい。

漫画はまだ進行中です。おそいなんです。さあ、やっぱりね。合気道道場はどうやって書くのは全然解からないんだ。どうしようか。

後で外へ行きに妹のプレセントを買いたいんだ。そうですが、何を買うのはまだ解かりません。妹は何が好き?何がほしい?えと―...

はい、ここまで止めます。

P.S.: ハハハ、私の日本語はまだ上手に成らなくて、ブログはちょっと変ですね。

よろしくね―...

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 新しい友達
ね、Titus。君の声はきれいなんです。心を打っただ。

君に知っているのは嬉しいです。本当にありがとう。

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 Birthday
Yay! It's my birthday today and thank you guys, once again, for the outing yesterday :) It was really fun and fulfilling. I enjoyed myself.

Today, I stayed at home. Hahaha. It was kind of sad though, having nothing to do on my very day. Oh well, least now I'm really inspired to draw!!! Hohoho. I'm so bent on churning out drawings upon drawings and sharing them to the world. I decided maybe fame isn't everything. As long as I love whatever I'm doing, I am sure I'll do just fine. Ha~! I feel so much happier now.

This birthday, I really feel so much alive. Knowing that people I love remembers it and spending time together, it's the best! I had so much sad memories in the past that had made me skeptical of birthdays... I'm seriously happy now, knowing that there ain't any re-enactment of past events.

A few days back, I wrote a song based on my feelings toward idols. I think it was pretty decent considering my first attempt. Hee~! Now, I'm slowly piecing melody into the verses and I do hope it'll turn out well!

Ok, I think this should be all for now cos my headache's getting to me.

A lil' motivation to myself and people out there with their own aspirations:
ISSHO NI GANBARIMASHOU NE! >>> Let's work hard together~!

When you love what you do, it will turn out just fine.

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